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Name:
Jaya Shali
Birthdate:
7 November
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excuse the mess
I didn't see you from behind
I caught a glimpse
but the reflection's only mine
it's almost like I'm paralyzed
and locked outside myself
what I don't need is to concede
because I won't be someone else

I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
and if that's what you wanted
well then I'm so sorry

how about a better version
of the way that I am?
how about a better version
that makes me understand?
how about a better version
of the way that I am?
the way I look, the way I speak,
how about a better version of me?

excuse the wall
I put it up from time to time
a silver shade
and the design is all mine
it's just a maze that everyday
I seem to be stuck in
it never seems to fade away
but I pray for the day it ends

I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
and if that's what you wanted
well then I'm so sorry

how about a better version
of the way that I am?
how about a better version
that makes me understand?
how about a better version
of the way that I am?
the way I look, the way I speak,
how about a better version of me?

show me my vital signs until I'm realigned
--shinedown 'better version'
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